I cannot believe it has been five years. I still seems like yesterday. I still want to talk with Mike, share stories about Tyler, see Mike become the man he was to become. Life goes on, but there is always something missing. Time moves on but we still live in the past, thinking about "what if". We will never be the same, we will always be changed - our lives are divided into a "before" and "after". I am still waiting for things to get back to normal, only to realize that this is the new normal. I still miss you, Mike. Love, Mom.